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| whoa. its literally been forever since i`ve made a new post here.
i was jst scanning through my old blogs. i don`t think i should`ve.
cuz now, i`m missing the good old days.
when things weren`t as complicated as they are now.
when things weren`t as hard to get through as they are now.
when things weren`t as serious as they are now because
all we had to worry was just to get through each day, take risks, & have fun;
without having to worry too much of what`s gunna happen.
but then again, that would mean that i wouldn`t be where i am today.
the past is the past. all we can take from it are the good memories
& the experience from all the ups & downs.
it shouldn`t pull me down; it should make me stronger.
but sometimes i feel weaker than i should be.
although, i really shouldn`t take what i have rite now for granted.
not sayin that i am. it's jst that i shouldn`t.
becuz then i might end up missing these days later on...
jst gotta do it, and do it, and do it.
& keep on keeping on.
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| itz been 4 krazy months..=D well, 2 days ago. ^^
i wish i could be with him on our monthsaryy. i miss those days.
sneakin out witchu was always fun. goin to the mall, park, even church was awesome.
just anywhere witchu is guhreat.. i love being around you.
i<3ubeibby.
edit.
stayin here in cali for skool. goin to redlands academy.
first week of skool -not bad ...but i miss home. i miss... him..='( | | |
| rebz&mas at vancouver aquarium. ilovehim=)
07`11`05. Happy Birthday beiiby!!! =)
07`15`05. Happy Three Months love.. ;)
yesterday was quite the goodies;D ..leavin for cali anytime soon=) ..but i miss my beii already..=(
"when yu run so fast to get somewhere..
yu miss half the fun of gettin there."
finally. it's for sure now. im leavin cali & goin back to vancity at the end of aug. &when i get there, im leavin basically rite away for PAA. yea. sucks. BUUT, only for few months.. and i cannot say the reason, yet. HAHA^^ | | |
| SHITT!!!!! FUCK THIS!!!! what am i supposed to do rite now? they expect me to fuckin break up with him just like that? WHAT THE FUCKK is that?!?!? they think its that fuckin easy?!?!
....*crying*sigh*.... ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim.ilovehim.ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim.ilovehim.ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim. ilovehim.
oh God, this is gunna be hard. i need yu to help me get through this. dont ever leave me alone...>={
EDITTTTTT
couldnt sleep last nite. hella cried. couldnt talk on the fone cuz i got a fukkin curfew on it now, &they took my cellie away. ARGHH.. butttt, today we concluded to jss sneak it ;D ..ilovehim.can'tletgoofhim..<3
..shit. got caught sneakin out the other nite.. so im wondering.. how do i sneak out, now that they're always gunna chekk on me?! &sneakin out's basically the only way i could see him. *sigh.. i wish things weren't so complicated.
so im most likely goin to a boarding skool now.=\ ARGHH. he's willing to wait for me even tho its gunna be a long-distance relationship &everything. but my parents r pressurin me to break up with him! ARGGGHHH. =S | | |
| hey xangerz! damn havnt updated this for hella long now. haha. well newhoo life's been reli good. like hellllla good that i dont want nething to ruin it, yekno? but unfortunately, besides being disaproved about having a bf by my parents, lately they've been telling me about how we're gunna move &stuff to either minessota or cali. &trust me, i used to always wanna leave this place &go back to cali. but now?! damn. ionno. but obviously, i kant leave now... damn. this whole moving shit is makin me sad... so basically, i dont got a clue when &where im moving, where im spending my summer, dont kno which skoo im goin to for my senior yr on sept, dunno if i shud hold on to this certain somethin or jss let it go...=[ &yekno i reli dont wanna let it go... im sad. i seriously cant jss leave now! =\ *sighhhz.
so yes. i went to his prom! ;D twas the krazylariousness;] too many things happened in one night. twas good.. except when shit happend. yes, p`rents. but im glad that there is somethin called friends, who were there by my side. i.heart.them.
[jacked this]
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And wisdom to know the difference.
-RN.
happy two months beiib!!! i love you!!! =]]
its not bout what car he drives. its not about how hot your friends think he is.
its about what you feel when you look at him, its not about money.. its never about money.
its about understanding that you'll never understand him simply cuz he's male &you're not.
its about recognizing when you're wrong &being able to apologize.
its about always forgiving him after he makes an inside joke about you.
its about realizing that he's too precious to be lost &replaced.
it's not just about quantity. it's also about quality.
it's about believing in him. it's about hope.
its about being unselfish. its about trust. its about pain.
its about heartache. its about laughter. its about tears.
its about sacrifices.. its about you.. &him. Thats love.
"Love is a flower that is made to bloom by TWO gardeners."
i<3HiM.. | | |
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